Easha2272

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Bismillahir Rahmahir Rahim

Easha2272
My Sect
Sunni
Religiousness
Somewhat religious
My Profession
Student
Marital Status
Never married
County/State
New York, New York
Country
United States
Registration Reason
I'm registering to find myself a partner

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A Little Bit About Me
i was a muslim by birth until the age of 15 n then finally choose to be a muslim by choice n devotion. .i was the first to really sink deep into the religion in my family. Growing up my mom would make me wear the hijab, though i detested it cause i didnt know why i had to wear it, her reason was 'youre a muslim so you have to wear it' so i didnt really have a choice, i only did it because i thought it'd get beaten if i didnt lol. So it was the fear of my mother not Allah...So she would enforce and i would obey but it got to a point where i hated it..and would only do it in her sight, till i started getting caught..but by then i became a rebel..the more she would force the more i would rebel..she didnt know how to make me understand without yelling so it never worked until i went through a situation that was my own mistake and made me feel i had noone to turn to but Allah for help..and thus became my path to His guidance <3 And i'll forever be grateful because honestly Islaam freed me in ways nothing else can compare to. So when i started going into deen i started preaching to my family n friends..soon my mom got into deen the way i felt..not just because its an obligation..but then for me college happened..and met a few friends..and i wasnt completely away from deen but i would neglect prayers here n there but still kept trying..my mom didnt understand that..and at that time she was still on her spiritual high..you know when you first get into islaam and feel superior..so again she would try to make me understand the wrong way..and she had no idea but the second i would try to get back on my feet she would say something like 'before u werent like this, you changed for the worse, how can you do this?' and it would put me back..so slowly it just pushed me away from attempting at all..not because i hate the religion but because im tired of proving myself to her..promised myself untill im ready to do it for myself n Allah im not gonna even go near trying to please her or anyone else.. Right now being distant from Deen, i lost the one thing that meant everything to me. Peace of Mind. Before no matter how much i endured, it felt like nothing because of the khushu'u i felt in salah, that lasted from dusk to dawn, and now even the smallest of things bug the crap outta me...

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What I Am Looking For
Someone between the age 21-25 with faith, or someone who can help me get back to my faith, someone caring enough not to judge me because i distanced from my fardh obligations rather enourage me the right way..someone who has personality and isnt judgmental and will accept my every mistake and help me learn from them..as will i with him

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Personal Information
My Citizenship
American
Country of Origin
Bangladesh
Willing to Relocate?
Nationally
I am Looking to Marry
Unsure
My Income
Prefer not to say
Marital Status
Never married
Would I like to have Children?
Yes
Do I have children?
No
My Living Arrangements?
I Live With Family
Country
United States
County/State
New York, New York
Distance
unknown
Appearance
My Height
1.60m (5' 3")
My Build
Slim
My Hair Colour
Black
Colour of My Eyes
Brown
Do I Smoke?
No
Do I Have Any Disabilities?
No
Education
My Education Level
High school
Subject I Studied
Language
My First Language
Bengali
My Second Language
English
Work
My Profession
Student
My Job Title
Religion
Religiousness
Somewhat religious
My Sect
Sunni
Hijab/Niqab
Yes Hijab
Beard
Yes
Are You a Revert?
No
Do You Keep Halal?
I Always Keep Halal
Do You Perform Salaah?
Always